New Year = New Me?

The New Year has arrived. And with it brings the promise of hope. Hope for changes not only personally, but for the world as a whole.

I made my New Year's resolutions. Lose weight, expand my horizons, find a way to be happy this year. All this drama with Joe (a.k.a. gay boyfriend) has me re-evaluating my life. I put some much of myself into our friendship that it has become extremely unhealthy. It is almost like we were unknowingly lovers. Which completely creeps me out cause I have never thought of him that way. But all this fighting and hurt feelings feels like a hideous break-up. Maybe all the accusations made of us being married were actually right on target. YIKES!