Betrayed - Part 3

The past few days I have done nothing but think about this entire ridiculous, sordid, shitty situation. I tried to decide what the best course of action would be and I was completely torn. I called homophobic narrow-minded person on my way to work this morning and asked his opinion. Hell, I was desperate!

Homophobic narrow-minded person told me that my crew should be told. He just didn't know if I should wait to confront Ghetto Queen first or not. I explained to him that we have no way of knowing when Ghetto Queen is going to return from disability. I also told him that I wanted to tell my crew because she stole from ALL of us and I don't want any of them to trust her again. I also told him about her gang affiliations and that if I ended up dying from a drive by or a car bomb, she is responsible.

So I sat at my work desk for a moment and decided to tell Old Lady Red first. She has like 50 billion years of service with the company and I thought maybe she would have some insight on how to handle the situation. Unfortunately, she is a feisty red head and gets riled up easily. She dragged me into Dilbert's office and felt he should know. Of course he had nothing substantial to say. He said he was happy with the amount he got on the gift card he received. That there is nothing he can do about the situation and if I decided to tell the crew, that I shouldn't do it with company email. Old Lady Red was disappointed. I knew it was a waste of our time.

We never told him who specifically we were talking about. Old Lady Red tried hinting around saying that they are someone always off from work. I told her that didn't narrow it down much. She then said they are on disability all the time. I told her that STILL doesn't narrow it down much. Eventually we left Dilbert's office and a co-worker asked why we looked so sad. Old Lady Red said we were not sad, but angry. We then took the opportunity to tell her about Ghetto Queen.

Every person Old Lady Red or I told were not surprised. A couple of times as I re-told the tale I got goose bumps because I got so upset/angry over it. Bull Horn was just as angry as I was, but honestly had no problem believing it to be true. Not even the most religious person in our crew that seems to have a hard time believing the worst in others was not the least bit shocked. A couple of people said that something similar to this happened in another department they worked in with Ghetto Queen. Just goes to show what kind of caliber of person Ghetto Queen really is.

Anyway, shortly before my shift ended today, I was telling another co-worker about Ghetto Queen in front of Joe (a.k.a. gay boyfriend) and Old Lady Red. Joe (a.k.a. gay boyfriend) revealed that when he spoke to Hoochie Mama the other day about it, she asked who was the last person to touch the money before Ghetto Queen had it. Joe (a.k.a. gay boyfriend) said that he thought it was me. Hoochie Mama responded, "How do you know Camlaw didn't take it?" I was floored.

It was time for me to leave, but I sent Hoochie Mama a message. I told her I could not believe that she would actually think that I instead of Ghetto Queen took that money. That it's completely wrong and out of my character. I signed off of my computer and Hoochie Mama immediately sent Joe (a.k.a. gay boyfriend) a message in response to mine. Then she came down to our floor and confronted Joe (a.k.a. gay boyfriend) on what he told me. She then told both of us to keep her name out of our mouths over this money mess. Afterwards she stormed off before we could respond.

Joe (a.k.a. gay boyfriend) said Hoochie Mama knew about this whole thing from the very beginning. And the reason why she is coming down so hard on us is because she is trying to cover her tracks. I agree. Joe (a.k.a. gay boyfriend) says she flat out lied about not knowing anything because if she was so innocent she would have been shocked/surprised when she heard about it the other day. She also wouldn't be so angry and defensive when her name was brought up. I think she is scared of Ghetto Queen because of her possible gang connections. I don't know for sure though.

So I told my mom and a friend of mine from college about this entire situation. My friend told me to drop it now. That me going around whispering about Ghetto Queen being a thief and untrustworthy only makes me look bad. I explained that I never called her a thief or untrustworthy specifically. She said I implied it which is enough. I won't accomplish anything except cause myself more tension in my work group. I told Joe (a.k.a. gay boyfriend) that I was done. I need to move on from here and get past this.

The only thing I feel bad about is Mo-Mo. She asked me not to say anything and I did even though I said I wouldn't. She was not at work today, so I can only imagine how she is going to react tomorrow when she finds out what I have done. I hate to put her in the middle, but what Ghetto Queen did was wrong. Others needed to know about. Us keeping our mouths shut just continues to give Ghetto Queen more power.

Anyway, if I die...like in a mysterious car accident or drive-by or car bomb or any other off the wall incident....please please please share this blog with the Po-Po and hopefully help them solve my murder...